Losing it

Its really hard to keep something up for a long time and even though I have the urge to finally tell myself of doing it I am just a complete failure. Well, not exactly fail fail but you know there are alot of things thats going on that I cant even keep track.

I just found on Cosmo the other day that their planner is on sale now. HMMMM I feel like getting one anyway. I PERFECTLY know that I might not need it but the coupons and the pages its much better to write on , well aside from the fact that its a bit smaller than the Belle de Jour Planner, it also has cute little stickers that you can use in marking days to remember. Okay I think im losing it again. Buying things that I may or may not need but there's this tiny voice saying "You'd probably need it in the future.. You'll never know when it'll become handy."

Oh Crap!

I just learned the lesson of proper investment. You know investment to shop or something. Last November I was going to attend a good friend's wedding, I was with my mum shopping for new clothes. It took us HOURS and when I mean HOURS like almost the whole day searching for the right dress. And Yes! I just found the store and got a violet dress just perfect for the wedding. I even had stiff arms. I think I had to change like 20 times. 20 freakin dresses!

Shortly....

After the wedding, my mum got the dress. Talk about investment. Oh my, she DID have a good investment on that one.

- W and I joined the bazaar just before Christmas. On the last day of the bazaar, I was able to find a bargain dress,my size,my style. I thought it would be fab for Christmas. Relatives are comming over and that would be the best outfit.

Comming home for Christmas was like giving my soul for free errr it doesn't make sense. What I meant was, every Christmas or any other gathering my mum would simply "BORROW" things - slash - make it her own. Which made me realize I have to buy things in 2's now. One, to secretly keep the item and completely deny of having it and Two, give it away like " I never used it and its new and its yours" or " Oh I just used it once and its yours"

So anyway to cut the story short, I went home for Christmas wearing a black and green dress and poof upon opening the door my mum has this look on her face like she-wanted-to-take-my-dress-off look. I get the point. She wanted it. I just gave it to her.

Even my collection of bags are at risk at times. LOL! I had to buy her one just this Christmas.

Then here goes another wedding just this January. I just HAD to buy a new dress for my officemate's wedding. I went back to the store which I bought my other dress last November and OMG they were on sale! *SMUG*

Unfortunately, the dress I'd like to purchase is not on sale but I bought it anyway. there's this gray dress which is on sale and I just had to buy it. I dont know when Im going to wear it but I think it'll be useful somehow. So I bought it. It probably costs around 238php when the original price was 800php.

And guess what?! I was able to use it just this weekend! =] its a wedding for W's and Z's sibling.

It was one of the best events.

I think I'll invest more on nice dresses (but still I have this ultimate <3 for bags too that I can't just take for granted).

4 more days before payday! =]

xxx

P.S.
I think I'm inlove with Taylor L. <3 <3 <3